12.10.2008

[ Walls of Jericho - Ember Drive Lyrics ]























The tears come strong again.

i wasn't ready for your time to end.
i swear i'd tear this world apart to save you.
i think about that day.
i'd do anything to forget the pain.
but the skies burn and the flowers died.
the flowers died in me.

i can't do this without you.
if i could hold you one more time i'd never let you go.
i can't do this without you.
if i could tell you one more time, that i love you.

i close my eyes.
i see your face.

i hold you in my heart.
angel, your my guardian.
i sing this song so you'll live on forever.
like a storm that rages on.
like a knight i would not back down.
the day you left will always burn, burn inside my soul.

i can't do this without you.
if i could hold you one more time i'd never let you go.
i can't do this without you.
if i could tell you one more time, that i love you.

i close my eyes.
i see your face.

i can't do this without you.
if i could hold you one more time i'd never let you go.
i can't do this without you.
if i could tell you one more time, that i love you.

i close my eyes.
i see your face.

i close my eyes.
i see your face

[ Selamat Menjadi Tua Brother ]


Tinggal beberapa jam lagi menuju jam 12 malem alias tanggal 11 Desember. Mungkin waktu yang spesial buat seseorang diluar sana. My bro, Steve Steve is gonna have his bday. Hihi..
Selamat bertambah tua yang bang, doa dari gw, semoga lo, mama, kaka lo panjang umur, bahagia selalu, banyak rejekinya, sehat-sehat en dilindungi sama Tuhan. Amin. Wish ya all da best.

Joyeux Anniversaire!

[ Time Will Tell ]

Gw bukan orang yang itungan sama hal-hal yang udah gw perbuat atau gw kasih buat orang lain. Tapi kenapa masih ada orang yang salah paham sama apa yang gw lakuin. Gw selalu nyoba bantu, ada buat orang-orang yang gw sayang, orang-orang terdeket gw. But why? Mereka selalu ngeliat gw dari sisi buruk gw, malah lebih parah lagi, menyamaratakan apa yang ga gw perbuat sama apa yang pernah mereka alamin. Harus kaya gitu kah?

Kemaren ini, gw jadi ngerasa direndahin sama seseorang yang jelas-jelas gw hormatin. Dia udah kaya kakak gw sendiri. He's nice. Always..
Tapi ga tau kenapa, that day..gw ngerasa dia bukan jadi dirinya sendiri. Jadi orang yang penuh kecurigaan, dengan entengnya menyamaratakan gw dengan cewe-cewe kebanyakan. Padahal apa yang gw minta cuma sedikit bantuan. Alesannya dia trauma sama yang udah-udah. Wutt?
Panteskah gw nerima konsekuensi atas sesuatu yang ga gw perbuat? Apa gw layak lo perlakukan kaya gini? Hey..I'm not her, him or them. Jangan jadiin alesan trauma lo untuk nyerang orang lain.

Yah...forget it..
Buat lo ya.. seseorang yang selalu manggil gw dengan sebutan "RX-8", gw memang kecewa, gw kesakitin, but u have to know one thing..maaf gw selalu terbuka buat siapapun.
Time will tell..
Just forget it now..