[ Today ]

Wake up. Sit. Stare. Move. Listen. Lay down. Feel. Sick. Grab. Water. Wear. Mirror. Go. Sweat. Puke. Blood. Headache. Weak. Call. Message. Reject. Blue. Tears. Sit. Computer. Write. Alone.

Stay close, Don't go Lyrics by Secondhand Serenade

I'm staring at the glass in front of me, 
is it half empty of our wins or have i ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish, 
I know I've been foolish, 
but look through that 
and you will see, 
I'll do better, I know, 
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone, 
don't tell me I will make it on my own, 
don't leave me tonight, 
this heart of stone will sing till it dies 
if you leave me tonight. 

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping, 
I listen to your breathing, 
amazed how I somehow managed to 
sweep you off your feet girl, 
your perfect little feet girl 
I took for granted what you do. 
But I'll do better, I know 
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone, 
don't tell me I will make it on my own, 
don't leave me tonight, 
this heart of stone will sing till it dies 
if you leave me tonight. 

And don't you know my heart is open, oh, 
it's putting up the fight, 
and I've got this feeling, 
that everything's alright, 
and don't you see, 
I'm not the only one for you 
but you're the only one for me. 

If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone,

(stay)If you leave me tonight,
(close) I'll wake up alone, 
(don't)don't tell me I will 
(go)make it on my own, 
(stay)don't leave me tonight, 
(close)this heart of stone
(don't) will sing till it dies 
(go)if you leave me tonight. 
Don't leave me tonight

[ Maaf maaf maaf ]

Tuhan.. saya cuma mau minta..kalau ada sedikit waktu, sampaikan maaf saya. Saya ga maksud kaya gitu. Saya sayang, saya kangen. Saya cuma lagi pusing sama kerjaan saya. Kerjaan yang bikin saya mungkin lebih tepatnya harus memaksa saya membagi pikiran saya, perasaan, emosi saya. Saya nyesel Tuhan. Kalo emang dya sakit hari ini, sembuhkan Tuhan. Saya mau dya baik2 aja. Saya kuatir. Tuhan, rasanya saya ga tahan. Pengen saya pergi kesana. Cuma buat bilang maaf, saya nyesel kaya gitu tadi. Saya pengen bilang kalo saya sayang. Masih sama. Tapi ga bisa. Ada yang bikin saya ga bisa kemana2. Tuhan, saya menangis saja?

1st SAC Documentary Film Festival Workshop

Tanggal 26 Mei kemaren, saya sama anak2 ngadain acara pembekalan buat tanggal 24 Juni ntar. Namanya "1st SAC Documentary Film Festival Workshop". Yang jadi pembicaranya sutradara yang udah saya sering denger namanya tapi baru saya liat orangnya hihi. Namanya Richard Buntario. Acaranya rame karena cara penyampaian materinya juga dibikin fun, ga formal (*makanya pa richardnya ga mau disediain meja ato stage). Nih beberapa fotonya yang bisa saya share. Oiyah..acara ini disponsorin sama Eplex, Papyrus, Paramuda trus majalahnya temen saya yang baek om Rully hihi. Thx semuanyah!

[ On my way to Jakarta ]

Ini sebenernya foto dah lama, tapi baru di edit. Sedikit dihidupkan. Karena ini cuma foto isengan aja. Asal jepret dari dalem mobil.
Nih hasilnya. Butuh kritik..

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